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Today has been one of those days that drives me absolutely insane. not because i'm in pain, or cloudy urine or anything like that. but you know my symptoms as i've said before tend to be intermittent. Well.. no pain today. no cloudy urine.. no tremors.. with the exception of being tired, physically.. i feel fine. and that... DRIVES ME NUTSSSS!!!!! i know that sounds stupid, you guys would probably kill for a day of freedom, but it just makes me feel like i'm making it all up. like.." what the hell now i'm fine? what about yesterday?? was that just a joke????". i cant help it. makes me feel like i'm just a crazy person. i've heard that one before..
sigh.
anyway went to the doctor today, he maintains that i have coproporphyria varigrate. whatever that means. wants me to see a psychiatrist. and also said treatment includes "have a healthy lifestyle". thanks alot!
asshole.
i see specialist next week. hopefully he's got better news.
also, i'm officially off the anti depressents. they suck.
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