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Ok, so I met a man who's wonderful. Sweet, kind, understanding, handsome... all of it.
I told him straight out the gate that I'm not "whole", and he went right home and started doing research on what is wrong with me. Instead of being scared of it, he called me to tell me that he still wants to spend time with me, and to help and support me however he can.
We've had 3 dates so far. Last night, after we went out, we went back to his place. He knew that I have not been sexually active in almost 2 years, and that I might not be physically able to do anything... But he was slow and gentle, and kept asking if this or that was okay, and I was able to do almost everything with no pain. After, we spent about 2 hours just snuggled up together talking, with him holding and petting me. It felt so fantastic, and I felt so cherished and adored!
We have plans for tonight, a quiet night in with friends, playing board games.
Cross your fingers for me... He may be a keeper.
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