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Jason-son

November 18, 2008, 01:08:30 AM

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Tired..

this might sound weird.. but.. whatever.. i dont know about you all, but i'm soo tired of such minute little symptoms that have destroyed my life. 3 years and its just "oh this is slightly elevated" "hmm your color is changing slightly" "i'm tired" stupid stuff like that. i want something BIG to happen. a seizure, a stroke, a black out, SOMETHING that'll spark some distant memory in the doctors head and all of this will come to a climactic end. it's allready ruined my life... i get that, i accept it and things will never again be like they were. but when am i allowed to start rebuilding..? i'm tired of falling deeper every day.

i feel like such an outsider..

and completely defeated..

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Samantha

November 18, 2008, 02:22:13 AM

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I Will Be Diagnosed !

Don"t you wish when those little bits of extra info (slightly elevated blood tests etc) would maybe get the doctor to perhaps invesitigate futher, any slight difference in tests could mean results for us.. but no it's put in the too hard basket.. I feel for ya Jas

I try hard each day just to live and not hope that someone finds the reason (deep down I hope) but I try not to let it take over my moods everyday.
I know it's hard, wish I had something more positive to say...sorry

xxxx
Sammy Huge Hug

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Jason-son

November 22, 2008, 02:41:29 AM

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Tired..

i try not to let it control me. but sometimes it really does get the best of me. no matter how hard i try.

i've got high hopes for my doctor right now, he has the personality of someone who enjoys challenges and puzzles, i just hope he can get some more ideas

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Samantha

November 22, 2008, 10:18:32 AM

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I Will Be Diagnosed !

Is this the same Doctor as before with re-newed passion, or a new one?

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Jason-son

November 22, 2008, 02:51:39 PM

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Tired..

same guy, i've stopped going to all the other ones, just seeing this guy at the moment

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Samantha

November 23, 2008, 05:41:24 PM

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I Will Be Diagnosed !

Fingers crossed he can work this out Huge Hug

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